Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Lasciate ogne speranza, voi ch'intrate

From an email mailed to a friend today.
Pall Malls. I didn't know anyone still smoked them. Vonnegut smoked them. Philip Jose Farmer died today. He was 91. He had a good long run as a SF author. RIP Kilgore Trout. Venus on the Half Shell. Died in 04 as a suicide supposedly, died again today.

I feel like that right now to. Just tired, tired of living, tired of breathing, tired of existing, holidng on by a thread called cat.

Thank heaven for Cat.


Ana said...

I was going to e-mail you.
Love, love, love....

Alison Hymes said...


Wendy McIntosh said...

Sending positive vibes, angels, hugs and wonderful thoughts to hold you up --- Hold on Susan!!

susan said...

Thank you Ana, Hymes, and Wendy.

I think I am just stressing out about the bone marrow biopsy scheduled for tomorrow.

Gianna said...

oh my, this didn't show up in my feed and I've been worried about you...

I just gave you a call and then found this.

Wendy said...

My daughter also having a bone marrow biopsy - it is scheduled for Monday. You will have to tell me how it goes - she is nearly hysterical about it all...

susan said...

Wendy, I had the procedure done a year ago. It's not that bad- it just sounds terrible, the knife scraping the bone, and when the anestetic wears off my leg was very sore .

Just don't look at the knives and scrapers and all that - my doc had me lie on my side so I couldn't see anything.

It's just the thought of might having cancer..... Keep me in the loop with your daughter. .... my thoughts will be for her. too.

Christa said...

I know what it's like to lose your Giggle. I know what it's like to want to give up.

Take some deep breaths and get yourself a good night's rest.

We all will send you positive vibes for your biopsy...

You are not alone Susan.


Pyrs said...

Praying and positive-vibing for you Susan.

"My dear,how are you? I'm unwell today,
And have been, since I saw you at the play.
I hope that nothing mars your gaity,
And things go better with you, than with me."
- from The Fire Sermon (Elliot)

Pyrs said...


Sherry said...

Just got back from Santa Fe last night. Sunshine helps. And even NJ will be getting its share soon, so do hang in there.
Sherry (on her way to northern Maine to pick up the dogs)

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