Thursday, December 3, 2009

Evening Ramblings

Not depressed but overall sadness encompassing, feels weird. Don't know if I should embrace it and write through it, or just sit on the couch, wrap up in my snuggie and smoke and cry through it. Ideas?

I wish there was someone here to hold me, just hold me.

I think Paul Simon said it better than I am trying.

"All my words come back to me,
in shades of mediocrity.
Like emptiness and harmony,
I need someone to comfort me".

Beautiful full moon outside. Humbling. I think I am going to sit on the couch with my baby panda bear and just look at it.


Comfort.

7 comments:

Ana said...

(((((SUSAN)))))
I wish I was there to hold you. We all know this feeling when we really need a comforting hug.
Think of all of us hugging you.
Love,
Ana

Lili said...

Hugs sweetie~

Wellness Writer said...

Susan,
Hope you feel better soon! Yes, it is so nice to have someone hold us when we feel blue! Hugs from Los Angeles!

Love,
Susan

Anonymous said...

Hi Susan,

I just wanted to send you some hugs. Sometimes I wish I had someone to hold me too. I've been really anxious lately, but can't trust anyone enough to explain so they can help me through it. :(

I love the Paul Simon quote, BTW. Simon and Garfunkel are favourites of mine.

Comforting tailwags,
Littlewolf

susan said...

I am a lucky girl to have so many huggies!
Thank you!

Anonymous said...

Hi Susan,

You're welcome re: the hugs. :)

Sadness is a yucky thing to deal with. One of my things that isn't-depression-but-feels-crummy-anyway is the grief over having chronic depression since age 12. It feels like something, like innocence, has been lost. I don't even know where to begin an actual grieving process, though...

Littlewolf

Syd said...

Susan, I'm just catching up. I hope that you are okay. Calling a friend in the program generally helps me. A hug from me to you.

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