I'm still here. My Mac is in the shop so I am computerless. The routine is the same, endless doctor visits. I'm home now, reunited with my beloved cat.
I still cannot walk unless I have a walker. I can barely move. I will be moving to another apartment I cannot handle the steps in my walk up. I hate moving, but I am happy about this move in March. If I stay in my old apartment, I will be totally housebound. The new apartment is more rent, but it's on the ground floor with no stairs.
The cat and I both sleep 18 hours a day. It's fine for her, cats do thus. It's not good for humans. My eyes still cannot handle reading for more than 10 or 15 minutes a day. My kidneys cannot handle any psych meds but they cannot have anything for the headaches I have been experiencing daily, and are turning into migraines.
The important thing is I am still here this blog isn't dead. I look forward to write full time shortly.
I still cannot walk unless I have a walker. I can barely move. I will be moving to another apartment I cannot handle the steps in my walk up. I hate moving, but I am happy about this move in March. If I stay in my old apartment, I will be totally housebound. The new apartment is more rent, but it's on the ground floor with no stairs.
The cat and I both sleep 18 hours a day. It's fine for her, cats do thus. It's not good for humans. My eyes still cannot handle reading for more than 10 or 15 minutes a day. My kidneys cannot handle any psych meds but they cannot have anything for the headaches I have been experiencing daily, and are turning into migraines.
The important thing is I am still here this blog isn't dead. I look forward to write full time shortly.
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17 comments:
Hope you feel better! Thinking of you!
I'm glad you found a place that will allow more mobility. Glad to know you are here.
Good to hear you are home. Hope you start to feel better soon and can return to doing the things you like to do most.
You are like "SuperSusan"!!! I'm glad things are progressing - maybe not as quickly as you would like, but always forward looking.
I keep you in my thoughts and prayers always Susan!
Wendy
Like Wendy said, you are a "SuperSusan!". Thanks for letting everyone know you are still present. I keep up with you on twitter whenever I can.
Take care of yourself my friend:)
Susan,
You have been through so much lately, and I really feel for you. I appreciate your taking the time to keep up with your blog and making that effort even though it is so physically difficult. That's great that you can move into a place that is more accessible for you. I'm really sorry about what you've been through lately. It also scares me about the possible effects medications can have, considering all the meds I have been on for many years myself. You have definitely given me some food for thought. I hope you feel better soon!
We do what we can do - good on you for making the effort to keep up the blog while you are experiencing such trying times. I hope the time until March goes by as quickly as it can, and you find yourself in your new place before you know it.
I also hope you feel better/get better. Thanks for posting the update.
SuperSusan... couldn't agree more with Wendy.
I"m glad you're still here...hang tight okay....
I got a new computer and did not save my favortie blog links. I am so glad to have found yours again. Sending you prayers, love, and Reiki for a healthy recovery. You are loved by a whole community of followers.
Susan,
Just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking a lot about you. Hope you are doing well. Drop me a line if you get a chance. I would love to hear from you no matter how difficult. Love you bunches - Susan!
Fighting the physical pains of a disease and also the mental pains of depressive moods is a very tough call.And some of you are very brave also inspiring the rest of the lot.
Susan, Haven’t checked out your blog lately because I was going through difficult time, thinking about ending it daily. I want to let you know that you are not alone. Take care.
Get well soon - Anyway - I have some news to share with you - hope you want to get involved and can spread the word.
I have decided to do a linky - its called Monday Madness and its for those of us who blog and have some connection to mental illness. ;D I'd love a community of us to find out about one another and support each others blogs. These things notoriously take time to get going but I'm starting it now. Of course please come and link up too if you participate in such things.
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Shah .X
Susan,
I know you're not blogging at the moment, but I wanted to let you know you are the recipient of an "I Choose To Live" Award from my blog. There is a description of your blog and a link to it on this page: http://www.suicidalnomore.com/p/i-choose-to-live-awards.html
If you would like to, you can copy the graphic at the top of that page and post it on your blog.
I would have emailed you, but I don't have your email address.
Congratulations!
This won't truly have success, I think this way.
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