I think I am way over due for a cute fix

I am way over due for a cute fix. Something cute to take our minds off the world news, and just make you feel happy.

Enjoy your weekend, and remember, somebunny, (Me) loves you.

And Now For Something Completely Different- Puppies!

I know my last three entries have been beyond blue- they have been beyond black and despair. So in order to change the mood- how about the puppy cam??? These darlings were just born on January 17, 2010.

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Warning- You can spend the entire day watching these darlings.

I will be taking a break from blogging for the next day or two, in order to write a piece I promised for a friend's site.

Blues Buster - One more incredible cute fix from the NY lottery-bunnies!

Their newest commercial, which premired on October 4, is way too cute as well, and it's all bunnies.





I really shouldn't be posting so many cute fixes, it really does take away from the professionalism of the blog... but...it's so cute, and these ads do cure the blues.....

Cutest Cute Fix- Ever. Sweet Million In NY

To make up for the last sad post, here is something that is guaranteed to make all who view it smile. It is the latest ad for the New York State Lottery, 'Sweet Million' game

Best Cute Fix in the Universe

This has to be the best cute fix in the universe. Other than puppies and babies, what else is cuter? KITTENS!

Trust Liz Spikol, to come up with the mother of all cute fixes= A Kitten Cam.






Ah Liz. You might have a girl crush on Michelle Obama, but I sure have a girl crush on you.

Cat fix video

I just came back from my friend Kevin's memorial service. As you can see from two previous entries, he died unexpectedly and suddenly last weekend at the age of 28.


I am still, raw numb, my body aching from unshed tears and wanting to cry and have not been able to since I heard the news. Could not cry when I saw the family pictures, spoke to the widow and the brother, saw the urn with the ashes.

I have a friend with me now who drove up from DC to attend. She will leave in the morning, but right now she and the cat are snuggling in the bedroom, door shut and I am on the computer, trying to wind down from the day and to sleep.

All I can say is even though my ECT was a huge mistake, and it did horrible damage to me, I am alive. I am breathing, I looked at the full moon tonight, now waning, and I am alive. I AM ALIVE.

In the years since I have been diagnosed, and on meds, and even now with my med cocktail, I have never been so glad to be alive as I am right now.

Oh how I wish people like David Foster Wallace, Sylvia Plath, Kurt Cobain- my friend Kevin- were still here too. It's a beautiful thing to be alive. Even if your brain isn't working as well as you want.

I need a cat fix. This was done by a friend and stars Bullwinkle and Rocky the kittens.

Enjoy.