Thursday, December 3, 2009

Evening Ramblings

Not depressed but overall sadness encompassing, feels weird. Don't know if I should embrace it and write through it, or just sit on the couch, wrap up in my snuggie and smoke and cry through it. Ideas?

I wish there was someone here to hold me, just hold me.

I think Paul Simon said it better than I am trying.

"All my words come back to me,
in shades of mediocrity.
Like emptiness and harmony,
I need someone to comfort me".

Beautiful full moon outside. Humbling. I think I am going to sit on the couch with my baby panda bear and just look at it.


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7 comments:

  1. AnaDecember 4, 2009 at 3:26 AM

    (((((SUSAN)))))
    I wish I was there to hold you. We all know this feeling when we really need a comforting hug.
    Think of all of us hugging you.
    Love,
    Ana

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  2. LiliDecember 4, 2009 at 10:51 AM

    Hugs sweetie~

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  3. sbwritesDecember 4, 2009 at 12:59 PM

    Susan,
    Hope you feel better soon! Yes, it is so nice to have someone hold us when we feel blue! Hugs from Los Angeles!

    Love,
    Susan

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  4. AnonymousDecember 4, 2009 at 11:04 PM

    Hi Susan,

    I just wanted to send you some hugs. Sometimes I wish I had someone to hold me too. I've been really anxious lately, but can't trust anyone enough to explain so they can help me through it. :(

    I love the Paul Simon quote, BTW. Simon and Garfunkel are favourites of mine.

    Comforting tailwags,
    Littlewolf

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  5. susanDecember 4, 2009 at 11:12 PM

    I am a lucky girl to have so many huggies!
    Thank you!

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  6. AnonymousDecember 5, 2009 at 5:14 PM

    Hi Susan,

    You're welcome re: the hugs. :)

    Sadness is a yucky thing to deal with. One of my things that isn't-depression-but-feels-crummy-anyway is the grief over having chronic depression since age 12. It feels like something, like innocence, has been lost. I don't even know where to begin an actual grieving process, though...

    Littlewolf

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  7. SydDecember 9, 2009 at 11:09 AM

    Susan, I'm just catching up. I hope that you are okay. Calling a friend in the program generally helps me. A hug from me to you.

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